This is it - My last post on this page....

It's actually quite sad but I suppose its something that needs to happen. At this point in my life I don't feel the need to write about my life on line anymore - not that anything of interest is really occurring, well actually there are a few things that I should update on before I sign off for good.

1) I'm still loving where I live. The guys are great except I'm lusting after my newest flatmate who moved in last Saturday - he's hot but has a girlfriend... Oh well, such is life.

2) I started my course on Monday, it's very full on. So much to learn but I'm quite confidant that I'll be fine. The 3 days a week are long & full on but at least at the end of it I'll be a remedial therapist.

3) I've been offered a job - that I've accepted. Not sure on start dates & things but I'll be doing 2, 12 hour shifts per week as telephone support for a travel insurance company. i.e people stuck over the other side of the world call in & you give them advice & sort out their problems etc. Should be interesting, plus the pays great.

4) Still no sign of romance in my life & honestly, I don't think there's going to be much room for it in the next year. Such is life :)

That about brings me upto date.

The last year of my life has been an experience & I wouldn't change the last 2 years for anything. I've learnt so much, not only about me, but about life, the world & that people are people. The care factor of what people think of me has become something so very unimportant. Who would have thought that I could go a whole day with out fixing my make up, or wearing scruffy clothes & not actually caring. I thought all of that would change as soon as I got home but it hasn't.

It hasn't been so scary being home, it's had it's down points & I've felt the urge to run away a few times but have stuck it out. I can do this, the whole proper life thing. I can handle been it.

Oh & one last piece of news that I just received - my ex & his wife had their baby last night.

Isn't it funny how life takes so many twists & turns. I spose the key factor is to trust that things will work out how they are supposed to, cause, you know, they always do. My lap tops about to die... Gotta go.

Thanks for reading. Love & hugs!

I'm home!

Sorry that should read: I have a home! I moved in on Saturday & I'm so happy here. My flat mates are pretty cool too, which is always a good thing – so far so good. I'm in a central location, about 10 or 15 minutes walk form most things. I just wanted to do a quick update. I'm off to find some silver paint to so I can paint my stand alone wardrobe stand thingy cause I don't like it black :o)

Now I've found some where to live the whole finding a job thing is hanging over my head… I went for an interview on Friday; don't know if I want it though… Spose only time will tell… I had to do a competency test & if you've been reading this page for a while you'll realize that I can't actually spell (to spell competency it took me 2 guesses & spell check!). Oh well, such is life.

My course starts next Monday… Life feels like it's starting again…
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I've found somewhere to live!

Yesterday was a good day :o) Not only did I find somewhere to live, I had a call for one of the jobs I applied for & I've got a job interview lined up for tomorrow. I also finally managed to pick out some new glasses. Who would have known it's so hard to find frames! Usually I don't have that much trouble, but it seems that really wide frames are 'in' at the moment & they look stupid on me. Thankfully Mum & Eve helped out & I managed to get a pair that I really like.

Now on to the hassle of trying to move... Lots of fun :o)

xox

Nothing!!!

Guess what!? Found out last night that my ex got married! And I don't feel anything! I don't care! I thought there'd be some twinge of something but nothing! Oh, not true maybe I feel a little sorry for him, the divorce was finalised in July - as if one failed marriage isn't enough, spose he has his own lessons to learn.

I've had some of the most random nights that have been fantastic & have involved me not getting to sleep before 5am for the last 2 nights... Anyway gotta go. R looking at more flats today. Wish me luck! x

AGAIN!!!

What the hell is with this guy?!! My ex has looked ay my birthday photos, yet again, that makes it the 4th or 5th time... Psycho!

Not much to report on... Still no home, still no job. Did have a awesome day at the beach today are however a little sun burnt...

In 7 days this page will be 1 year old.

That's kinda freaky. To think I've kept stock of my life for the last year on a regular basis. I wonder how much I've held back & how much I haven't... Once I'm a bit more settled I'll compile all my posts form both pages & have a good old read. No doubt picking up all my spelling & grammar mistakes as I do :)

I've just come back form having a really good break at the beach. I can even dare to say that I'm even slightly tanned! How exciting!!!

I got a call back form the apartment I really want to get last night. They want to have a second meeting, I'm short listed along with 1 other girl. I'm hoping she pulls out so the place is mine :) Cause I only got back form the beach not long ago & they're busy Friday it means I'll have to see them Saturday. I arranged to meet them at 1pm then realised that I have to meet my nephew at the airport at that time & stay with him a few hours till his next plane leaves... Called them back earlier tonight to rearrange the time etc so they'll give me a buzz back. Fingers crossed.

I don't have a lot to say right now... I've been wondering if I'll actually keep this page going this year...

Life is Good :)

This has to be a quick one so here goes:

- Went looking at shear apartments on Saturday. No where near as scary as I thought. There's one that I really want but they'll let me know at the end of the week... It'll happen if it's supposed to. Fingers crossed though.

- The weather has been great (apart form today) & now I'm appreciating it. Where as before I was complaining it was to hot. Some people are never happy! hehehe

- I spent most of yesterday with Little, after taking my mum out to the airport. The afternoon at the beach & evening in the city, it was such a great day.

- Today Eve & I are heading up to the beach for a few days. Can't wait to work on that tan. I'm not quite fluorescent white anymore but just about... Funny that now I love lying on the beach, before it used to drive me crazy :)

- Oh & I just re read the 5 "Important things I've learnt" on the right hand side of this page. Things are so easy to forget & loose sight of. Note to self: Make effort not to forget & get caught up in life.

That's it for now. Just realised I don't have to do that whole where I am thing anymore... I've been in the same place for just over a week now - HOME! :o)

xoxox